Monday, October 19, 2009

The ol' girl may be barely breathin', but the heart of TennZen is still beatin'

Just an update, so y'all wouldn't think I fell off the face of the planet or went into hiding.

TennZen (the person, not the blog) is in SHTF mode. It is now time critical for me.

My company is shutting down its Tennessee division, though the thoughtful, benevolent powers that be are still feeding the worker bees a boatload of bull and telling them/us that the sun is shining while we ourselves are looking out the windows and witnessing the torrential downpour.

In other words, the death bell is beginning to toll for TZ's workplace.

I am frantically scattering my resumes everywhere and calling in old favors. Thankfully I've done a lot of networking over the past few years and have made some friends in key places. I have some good leads... but no big bites as of yet.

Stress level is through the roof. Morale of co-workers is in the crapper. I'm doing my best to tread water.

It would be nice to do the housewife thing, but I have to work because, well, because I have to work. I am the primary breadwinner for our household. Mr. Zen has a good job, but he doesn't make the money that I make. I pay the majority of the bills. I carry the insurance. I buy the groceries and such.

So now that I'm facing the possibility of losing my own job - no formal announcement of corporate shutdown, but I know it's coming - I can't help but go into a little bit of panic mode. Okay, a LOT of panic mode.

So, that's the status of things 'round here.

BUT, Tater has been active in the kitchen.

Last night, he cooked the entire meal. Here are his porcupine meatballs...

TATER'S PORCUPINE MEATBALLS
1 lb. ground beef
1 1/4 c. white rice
1 can diced tomatoes
1 can beef broth
1 tsp. seasoned salt
1 tsp. Italian seasoning
1 tsp. onion powder

Preheat oven to 350 degrees.

In a large bowl, mix ground beef, 1/4 c. of rice, seasoned salt, Italian seasoning and onion powder. Mash it all together with your hands to incorporate everything well.

In a large baking pan, pour the remaining rice and spread it out evenly. Pour the beef broth over the rice and then pour in the tomatoes with their liquid. Spread out evenly.

Roll the beef mixture into golf ball sized balls and place in baking pan. Cover tightly with foil.

Bake for 1 hour and 15 minutes. Really good served over hot buttered egg noodles.

PS-
BIG congratulations to Mr. and Mrs. Ranger Squirrel on their newest baby squirrel! She's a precious little thing!

10 comments:

  1. I'll be thinking of you and yours, hoping for the best just when you need it most.

    Blessings~

    (Yes that was me above, hitting all the wrong keys)

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  2. Sorry to hear your bad news. You're in our thoughts ma'am.

    Ever thought about teaching legal research to law students?

    BTW - I can't read the morse you left on my blog. I tried to cut and paste into an online translator, but got gibberish back. No idea why.

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  3. Oh, so sorry you are going through hard times. Changing jobs is no fun, I much prefer to stay in one or two jobs for years, I'm just made that way.
    Keep plodding along, and showing up in person, I always find that better than sending out resumes, it's time consuming, but I've landed every job that way.
    Hugs to you...

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  4. Oh goodness! I'll be thinking of you!

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  5. It may sound trite, but it isn't meant to be.

    Remember your sunrise epiphany a few posts back, and find some momentary peace.

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  6. I'm sorry about the job news, hope you get a bite soon :)

    On the recipe, is that cooked rice or uncooked?

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  7. Thank you to everybody for the good wishes - I really appreciate it!

    GOOD NEWS - I got a "bite" and a pretty good one at that. Yeah!

    Re: the recipe - the rice is uncooked.

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  8. Hey, TZ. I've been out of pocket so I didn't see this post until today. You are in my prayers for wisdom and peace. God will provide for you and your family.

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  9. Been wondering how you are! Have you found another job?

    My thoughts are with you and your family!

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